Manifest Perving

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Titties for my girlies

Happy Titty Tuesday!

Although it is not normally in my nature to to be so liberal in getting my tits out in public without some sort of coercion from Emmy or Jess, it's been so long since I've had the pleasure of hanging out with them both together that I feel like, on this one occasion, I should do it in their honour.

Hopefully I'll get to share some quality time with my girlies real soon!

Fap Wrap-up

Welp, even though it has been a slightly understated Masturbation Month for me this year, especially compared to the last few years for which I have gone all in on it, I suppose, now that it has come to an end, I should do an end of month wrap-up.

So, what I can tell you is that I did keep a little diary of my faps and that I made myself cum a grand total of 16 times during May. Not too shabby for a 31 day month. I mean, that's better than one fap every other day. Some ways short of when I passed 50 a couple of years back but still not bad.

A few more little stats for you; there were a further 2 occasions when I played with myself but didn't bring myself to climax. And, of the 16 times I did climax, 10 of those were with the aid of toys. I don't think anyone will be fainting from shock at the revelation that I like playing with my Lovenses!

And I would like to mention that, although the month was relatively quiet, I did try to go out on a high but visiting a bukkake party on the last day of the month. It was a completely spontaneous visit but, if you think about it, what is better for Masturbation Month than a circle of guys jerking off around some cum-drenched hottie who is likely also fingering herself?

I've also not exactly been shy over the years in admitting that getting properly bukkaked it a filthy fantasy of mine that I've never really felt like I've been able to tick off my bucket list so I will take any available opportunity to try to right that wrong.

Sadly, whilst there was plenty of sexual activity going on at this bukkake party, none of it involved what I would call real bukkake. It was actually just a bunch of couples enjoying filthy, animalistic sex. Which is nice and all, and I won't complain at being able to perv on it for a little while, but it was not what I had gone there looking for.

I did think about just rubbing one out whilst watching all the fucking in the hope that a few guys might just impromptu cum on me but I found that, even while just sitting there watching, the guys that did hit on me were really only after a quick booty call and nothing else. 

In truth, I really didn't feel comfortable playing with myself around them so, in the end, I just moved along without managing to add any last minute faps to my total. The last thing I wanted was to have to deal with pushy guys who think that just because partially undressed and I'm getting myself off, that that is a free invitation for them to try and put their dicks inside me.

Cum on me, yes! Dick inside me, no! It's only a fine line between the two scenarios but a very important line, nonetheless.

Another Test Run

Take 2 for my new and improved Lovense themed live show...

Before I get into it, I'll acknowledge that I'd not had chance to really make any changes since last weeks test run apart from tweaking the price of a few of my menu items to either make them more attractive to choose or a bit more premium so I don't get spammed with things I don't want to be spammed with.

So how did todays live sex toy show go? Well, once again I will preface everything else with a small commentary about my choice of opening time maybe not being ideal. This time, instead of being at a peak party time when it was easy to get lost in the noise, this was very much an off-peak time when things were exceptionally quiet. So, whilst there was less competition for visitors, there was also not that many visitors around to compete over.

I did get more people drop by this time though, even if many of them were the same as last time, pop in, have a look around and then silently leave. But I did have a few guests who enthusiastically got involved with my show.

Initially, I just had one of them take up a front row seat and instantly hit me with a tip to get naked for 10mins followed by a tip to finger myself. I was normal than happy to oblige, spreading my legs to rub myself whilst he sent a series of tasty vibes my way. A couple of fortunate tips for random vibes triggered a series of  high intensity and long lasting vibes that had me squealing and squirming as they got me super wet, super quick.

As the naked timer expired, he continued to send random vibes my way, so I couldn't resist continuing to finger myself as long as the tips kept coming. And keep coming they did as another couple of guests who had quietly been observing until this point started to get in on the action.

Whereas the first guest had been mostly about those random vibes, these two focused on the patterns, in particular the Pulse pattern which drives me crazy for how it just teases and edges me instead of my preferred Wave and Fireworks pattens which I find super intense and stimulating.

Eventually the tips from my first tipper ran dry as he ran out of tokens and he moved along. The other two went quiet for a while as well so I was reluctantly forced to slip my panties back on as the naked for 10 mins timer had expired a looooong time ago. No bra though since we had cleared the goal to permanently leave that off along the way.

As the wetness from my cunt started to seep through my panties for all to see, I was aching for more vibes and pleading with all my guests to keep buzzing me. With a little encouragement, the two guest who had been teasing me before, picked up where they left off; teasing me like crazy with their choice of tips and vibe patterns until they too had run out of tokens.

Other guests came and went, showing little sign of interest in buzzing me. So, with the closing time starting to loom in the not too distant future, I took drastic steps, gifting each tipper who had run out of tokens another set of 1000 to pleasure me with.

Now they started to hit me with those Firework and Wave patterns that I love so much and we quickly cleared my second goal for taking my panties off. This prompted a change of two for me; switching from my Ferri panty vibe to my Lush egg vibe that I slipped inside my drenched pussy.

With my Lush pushed snuggly against my G-spot, these patterns drove me fucking wild and I was soon begging them to finish me off and make me cum, which, I am delighted to say, they very much did. They splurged all of their remaining tokens to give me a nice long queue of vibes to work though and, right on cue as the last pattern kicked in, I orgasmed hard on stage in front of all my guests.

And that was just about that. With their tokens all spent and no-one else stepping up, the last few minutes before closing were quiet ones, which was fine with me as I caught my breathe and rehydrated after a very enjoyable public climax.

So how would I rate this opening compared to the previous one? 

Well, the obvious down side is that I didn't earn any xGold this time compared to a whopping 10k last time. But, that aside, I think this one went a lot better. There were more guests joining in, which is a massive positive, and I got to cum this time, which you could say is the biggest positive of all. 

Another big positive was that it was super sexy to see guys jerking off while watching me and calling out to say how hard the sight of my naked and wet body was making them. Now that is more like what I expected from Masturbation Month! 

Not only did it get me super turned on and even more determined to put on a sexy show for them. More of that in the future please! Just thinking about it now is making me fucking horny. God, would it be too daring to add a "Cum on Laura" item to the menu to let guys how cannot hold it any longer come up and stage and blow their load across my face. I do love being cum on after all and maybe that can partially feed into my craving to be bukaked? We'll see...

Anyway, I think that is more enough to keep me interested in doing this some more. Probably when I have had opportunity to do some refinements, particularly to the room which is still in need of updating and improving to fit the new concept better. So keep an eye out for me being open if this has made you intrigued by the prospect of making me wet with your vibes. I would love for all of my readers to stop by and give it ago.

In fact, special offer right now! Anyone who comes to my room and privately messages me with the phrase "buzz buzz", will receive a gift of a bonus 500 tokens to spend in my room. How about that!

Return of the Buzz

Right back at the start of the month when I mentioned that I didn't have any sort of Masturbation Month themed challenges lined up for this year, I did also tease that I was working on one or two special projects instead that I hoped I'd be able to roll out at some point in the month.

The most ambitious of those was a return of sorts of my old Buzz Me room that I used to occasionally open a few years ago. If you missed that, the concept was basically that visits to my room could control my Lovense toys to try to make me cum. The mechanism for this was simply that every guest could roll the 6 sided dice and, in return, would receive a control for the same number of minutes as the number they rolled. Really enthusiastic guests could also by extra dice rolls by sending me gifts.

It probably doesn't take a lot of imagination to guess where I got the inspiration for this from. It was my attempt to mimic the sort of interaction that viewers might get on a cam site (Chaturbate, etc) where they tip the camgirls to vibrate their toys and get other rewards in return. I was never quite satisfied that it quite achieved that though so I put it on ice, even if I did often have a lot of fun (and usually orgasms) doing it.

Now, this is where my latest project comes in... to better replicate the camgirl experience, I've been developing my own companion webapp that is available on this very site! Visitors to my room can also come to the webapp on my site and use that to send me vibes and also tip for other rewards, such as getting me to remove clothes, finger myself or even a pair of my wet panties! All of these are laid out in a nice little menu for them to pick from.

But how do they achieve this? Because I'm obviously not asking them to pay for it...

Each guest who uses the app gets 1000 tokens from me, completely on the house! Extra tokens can then be purchased from me at the rate of 1 xGold for 1 token. Returning guest from previous sessions will also receive a loyalty bonus for repeat visits and anyone who purchases extra tokens will still have those available to them on future visits.

A live feed for anyone on the app will let them know what patten is currently active for vibing my toy, as well as a queue of all of the upcoming patterns, both from themselves and others. Then, for some added spice, they can also check the progress to larger goals that are triggered when I hit certain totals of tips received. They can range from anything from permanently removing a piece of clothing to fingering myself until I cum. Which means I obvious also include a Cum Counter that I update in real time so everyone can see how many times I may have cummed during that session.

Hopefully, all of that adds up to a much more interactive experience for all guests, both those who are actively tipping and those that just want to keep track of what is being sent my way.

Anyway, today was the day that I finally got to give it a test run to see if it a) worked as a concept and b) provided a bit experience that the previous iteration.

It was a bit of a last minute decision though, so a few elements were a bit rushed. No special prep for the room, for example. I just had to make do with my previous room minus all the out of data instructions that would painted on the walls. I also need to get another way to access the app setup because I realise that not everyone will want to login here to be able to access it. Hopefully I will get an alternative home setup soon that will be login free.

I also choose a very bad time slot to be open since there were a lot of events and parties going on, which very much would have caused my room to get lost in the noise. So it was no surprise when I had very few visitors and most of those just popped in, had a look around and were then on their way.

I did have one visitor who seemed to enjoy his time very much. So much so that he almost immediately sent me 10,000 xGold got get himself a whole stack of tokens to tip me with. I was pretty staggered by it to be honest and braced myself for what was sure going to be a super intense session considering everything that he would have been able to tip for from my menu. Basically, everything!!! (For reference, the most expensive item on my menu was only 5000 tokens)

I mean, the first tip he went for was for me to make myself squirt, which also took us straight passed my first goal for taking my bra off! It certainly seemed like a promising start, especially since he still had a huge number of tokens left to keep tipping with. I was fully expecting him to quickly hit me with tips for DPing myself with my Hush buttplug to go in alongside my Lush 3 egg vibe, which I had started out with. 

Or to go for the two items that I had been slightly nervous about putting in my menu; the ones that rewarded the tipper with the chance to lick my pussy or receive a blowjob. In fact, now that I think about it, I was dead sure those would be the ones he would go for. I was feeling pretty fucking nervous about what I might have to do at this point...

However, after I sprayed my pussy juices all over the front row, he quickly up and left leaving me wondering if I'd done something wrong or if he was just so wealthy that he didn't care about all those unspent tokens. I mean, they are still waiting to be spent if he ever comes back for another of these sessions but seems like such a waste for them to go unused after being paid for.

I should make sure that I'm not sounding like I'm complaining though. I absolutely made my day that someone was willing to take party in my little game so, in that regard, it was a massive success. Also, I should mention that one of the other smaller value menu items that he tipped for was the one that just lets me know that he thinks I'm pretty. It's always nice to get a complement like that!

For the rest of the session it was completely dead in my room, which obviously made it feel like less of a success than it had earlier on. I'm not sure what conclusions to draw though. The bad opening time definitely did me no favours and I think that I perhaps need to improve the way that the room concept is explained to visitors, so that's two things I took from it. And I mentioned before about needing to make the app more accessible to anyone who doesn't cant to log in here.

I think the main take away was that it wasn't a disaster and that gives me encouragement to try again soon, possibly with a few refinements. Ideally still during Masturbation Month so I can use that as an excuse to fap in front of a live audience...

My only real disappointment was that the one guest who did spend some time vibing me didn't hang around long enough to make me properly climax. I won't pretend that making myself squirt for him was anything other than a performance to get him turned on rather than being due to me genuinely cumming.